All the precious within, Pain and Gain

A very quick post for welcoming the new year, is already a tradition of my blog and for myself. 2011 is the biggest changes year ever in my life. I moved out from home, all the way to Birmingham. 14hours away from home. All the tears and hope, I bear it. Because I chose it. I pain and gain, in many ways.

Let's talk about the pain and gain part. I don't feel regret to came here although I miss home A LOT. I could almost cry myself to sleep every night, but it is really bad I know. Now is better, because I get used to it of the homesick feeling that attack me everyday. I learned to be independent than previous, that is the biggest gain in this year. I would say it is really a good challenge in life. I see this as a training that let me getting used to the homesick more before I decided to work at outstation in the future. Besides that, I came to uk. I learned how to get along with more and more different kind of people. Which is I seldom face it in the previous. I was too pampered, too spoiled. Thanks to the people who love me and spoiled me. Glad that you guys are still with me ♥

Now I'm heading London again, not meeting the gfs due to the timing problem. But I'm gonna enjoy myself for this NYE to the max. I hope myself to be happy and those people who love me to be happy that see me being enjoyed too.

miss the Low's ♥ I will be good at uk and be a better daughter in 2012

 

Happy new year people, especially to those people love me from their heart ♥

Warm Season in Life

Although passed, but still! happy winter solstice people ♥ it is an important tradition festival for chinese, for family to gathering. This is the first year that i'm passing without family, feel lonely ): fortunately at brummie still got some friends can gather-together :D Had a dinner and tongyun at Jane's place, with christmas in advanced we had a christmas pressie exchange session! pictures time!

Jez and I were late to the gathering, TongYun already in progress

 everyone is having fun :D

 thanks yvonne for serving foods for us the late comers (:

 spotted the foods beside :D

 19 of presents here prepared to exchange !

 random withdraw numbers to pick our pressie

 everyone get our own gift

unwrapping time!

 all the happy faces ;)

 the unit owners, always the party organizer :D

 love this origami christmas tree by Mindy :D Merry Christmas in advanced people!

It is christmas eve today, I'm heading to London for a short trip with bunch of mates. Hope gonna have some fun time :D and boxing day shopping yo! Parents always being supportive, but I'm just gotta be good hehee to those people who understand what I mean ;b till then peeps !

Be Relieved

It's finallyyyyyy Christmas Break *jump* smell freedom and christmas people! had a great last session before christmas break starto , although still need to spare some time for assignment but I feel good :D stressfree time baybeh ♥

hair grow fast, not gonna trim it so soon again

 

I got myself a christmas pressie :D all the way from hk, thanks to Evangel!

first slide of the last session *SCREAM* tutor smart enough to let us stay excited :D

 

the last slide, so considerate to remind us " Relax but not too much "

first thing to do once I got back to room, play the album ♥

 

I just can't wait to go travel, although just only heading to London :D What to to? I have no friends at here, only happy thing is go out to have fun. Only that time I feel I have companion :) thanks to the backbones always giving me support, although through internet but what matter is the heart ♥ I am at least lucky enough to have them in my life (:

Too good to be True

Time never move backwards

 photo taken during Eason KL DUO tour by myself

I had a dream. A dream about, I was just woke up. When I open my eyes, I saw a ceiling fan spinning slowly. I saw some shine get through from the yellow curtain. I saw the walls are in grey and blue colour scheme. I was lying on a queen size bed with few pillows. I sat up, and start crying like a baby. I feel so happy yet so sad. I was feeling happy because I thought I was still there, but I feel sad because I was still there too. Then, I woke up again. I didn't saw any ceiling fan hanging, and the walls are in pink and white colour scheme. I was lying on a single bed, beside got a board with all of my polaroid collections. This time I didn't cry, but I don't feel happy neither. This is not a nightmare, but it's worse. I hate being alone, and also being left out. I never tell parents about how I really feel, because I don't want them to worry. Mom knows me the best, she always call me a cry baby. I chose to come here, I'm not gonna be regret. But the hard feeling just couldn't go away. The dream is too good to be true.

When being appreciate, Everything is good

Being last minute on assignment is really suffering. My bad habit. Friday had a pecha kucha presentation for our signature project, just for the start and we gotta do presentation already Duhh this is really different thing compare to m'sia. All in my mind is murmuring to myself Aal Izz Well, you will understand if you watched "The 3 Idiots" :D

 I'm early bird on that day (:

 Alson and Rui, both smiling. But Alson just forced to smile, to calm himself for later presentation

had cup of hot mocha to boost up my energy a bit, thanks to Kenneth :D

killing time with Wei while others are presenting

Christmas trip is settled down, no more Scotland but London will be (: budget trip it is, and save up for shopping! heheee boxing day is the best in western countries ♥ Hope to change a new purse, or maybe getting a new casing for phone. Will pass my new year at London too, gonna meet up the two gfs during new year trip heheee I can't wait for christmas break already! although before the break still got one more presentation to go ;b till then, loves.

Just a little Day Dreaming

Super random post heheee recently in my mind are all about Christmas! Besides christmas trip and foods, another thing stuck in my head is about the GIFT.  Just some day-dreaming wishlist here. Imma weirdo! people usually adore LV, Gucci, Prada, Chanel and others super famous brand. I just so into VW I wonder why :D

oh lovely case (:

 either one of it, I hope to own it someday (:

 Last but not least, this prime lens :D

ya know, wish list is for something we know that we might not getting but still hope for it. I just want some gift so badly. Perhaps because of I didn't get any new age gift or celebration, so just need something to cheer myself up a bit. Imagine, when wish come true! #HappyThing

German Market at Brummie

Life goes on (: It's mid of November, I smell Christmas :D Birmingham is having German Market, all about german stuffs, foods and beverages ♥ went to the German Market at last Friday with the mates hehehee Pictures time ! photos from WeiQuan's camera.

Can you smell what I smell? hehee

 

 Chocolates♥

 

 Desserts yooo♥

look at the cookies, so adorable !

Marry-Go-Round :D

 

German Sausage time with the mates yo !

 

Finally found the hot red wine, apple wine we likey ;)

 

Currently was busy having discussion with the mates about Christmas Trip. All about budget, budget! The other bunch might having luxury trip *sigh* it's okay, I'm appreciate for what I can afford. Probably I'm heading to Scotland, I think it's a good place to go too :D Anyway, I try not to expect too much :)

In a Sad Pickle

After all, what are birthdays? Here today and gone tomorrow. Help yourself. –Eeyore

Mood been fucked up for few days, and getting worse. It's full moon time perhaps. Mood swing like crazy. I know i shouldn't keep on complain, but I just need a place to vent out those feeling. I know sometimes not everything are going the way we want, we couldn't blame for it. Somehow the feeling is still bad, and couldn't get over just like that. I thought this weekend should have some fun time, but no. Well, i'm just demanding. But it's alright, I keep it well. I don't wanna say or complain it out, i mean in front of people. It is bad. Bad of, i'm demanding, i'm not understanding, and i'm irritating.

My head is screaming, “Get a grip, girl, unless you’re dying to cry your heart out”. –Megara (Hercules)

Roll like a Roller-Coaster

 mood swing, you suck

 

I know I should be appreciate more, not complain more. But when you are in my shoes, it might still happen to you. Being alone is really suck, suck to the max! Everyone is saying, it's okay you made friends there :D oh right, but they stayed another accommodation. Which mean i'm still fucking alone. Sometimes it is hard for me to go their place by my own. Imma chicken, freaking coward. Afraid of darkness. It's great, when they willing to pick me up and send me back. But I do understand how tiring could be if they do it every time, I feel bad too. So, at the end I'm alone at my room. I feel homesick even more. I miss my family, my girls, and the buddies. Whenever I need them, they will be by my side. But not in UK.

Pumpkin Day, In-House Party

Alright, it's already mid of Nov, i know i'm late for this post. Just done for submission, rush for two weeks just for it ): that's why this post become outdated. Anyway, Halloween in-house party at Jane's place. She is our party organizer, and obviously this is one of the most success one ;D

featured wall of the common room

 trick or treat time ;)

 In-house party with thumbs up foods ;D

everyone reaching by7pm 

after dinner, out to garden for some fresh air 

 call them whatever you think

 just love this shot :D look at Ronald's expression !

 drinking game starts from here

 continue to the indoor

Lian Hwa and Nat, hmm what happened actually? lol

drinking game with funny punishment

another hand, MIANG group in prepared lol guess what happen next?

 KISS ATTACK !

Joker, DOWNED

 Poker face - Nelson, DOWNED

 sick cat - Alson, DOWNED

 Ronald the photographer and doctor, DOWNED

Party mood starto after the crazy attack !

A very happening night, it's a experience which never will happen in M'sia I think :D Alright, there is another submission dropped on this coming friday, but it's a rationale for only thousand words ;D I just can't wait for this weekend. Plan something mates ! heheee

Post end with this photo, the Halloween People yo !