My Pride, and someday I will be

Everyone has an ideal partner in their fantasy. It might be unrealistic. So I prefer to specify someone in real life as a role model to me. My ideal man is definitely someone like My Father. People always says that. In this world, the man who love you most is already married with your mother. He is your father. He pampers you without wanting repay and it is for no reason, perhaps just because you are his princess.

the signature, genetic small eyes w/ single eye lids

He is always loving and caring. He is our chef, he will cook whenever we want him to cook for us. He is generous to us. He always put us first. As long as we are happy, he will do everything for us if he is capable. He remember every detail of our family. He remember all of our birthdays, he even remember the wedding anniversary date when Mom already forgotten. He is just sweet like that. He constantly praise how beautiful my mom is, until today. Which two of them already 60. He still keep doing this, even Mommy says he is way too cheesy sometimes. But I think this is very lovely, and this is how they managed to keep good relationship. Because my father did not lazy on putting effort into this family. Despite he is a typical ego man, and sometimes they had big arguments. He rarely tell us he loves us. But we all know that, because actions speak louder than words. I am having the best parents on earth. Proud to be their child. I am so glad that I born in this family. I am always carefree. They will always give their best support to me and understand me. Ups and downs. But I am definitely feeling loved.

They are my faith

I accepted a challenge, and fought for fifteen months. Finally comes to an end. I rarely regretted on what I have chosen, even it did not has a good ending. I have grown and learned a lot. I believe no one wants a bad ending. Things just happened. Everyone deserve a chance. But it is hard to let people learn about appreciating. Talk is cheap, hence we need deeds. I have faith, about things will eventually get better. I know what I deserve. No one is perfect. But at least you have to be happy on what you have. Things which worth you holding on, even sometimes make you tears but you know the joy will eventually smooth the tears.