Carry On

I failed to update my blog post as I said. No mood ):

recent brummie forecast at night, geeeez

maybe I have just no luck on October. I don't feel alright though. Too many stories and feelings got no one and no place to express. The backbones all are at another part of earth, different time zone. It's hard to tell them though. Have to bear it all own, I feel so helpless. So called reality perhaps? have to go on no matter how unhappy, and act like you are happy with it. Wished to move, somehow I know it couldn't be ):