My Pride, and someday I will be

Everyone has an ideal partner in their fantasy. It might be unrealistic. So I prefer to specify someone in real life as a role model to me. My ideal man is definitely someone like My Father. People always says that. In this world, the man who love you most is already married with your mother. He is your father. He pampers you without wanting repay and it is for no reason, perhaps just because you are his princess.

the signature, genetic small eyes w/ single eye lids

He is always loving and caring. He is our chef, he will cook whenever we want him to cook for us. He is generous to us. He always put us first. As long as we are happy, he will do everything for us if he is capable. He remember every detail of our family. He remember all of our birthdays, he even remember the wedding anniversary date when Mom already forgotten. He is just sweet like that. He constantly praise how beautiful my mom is, until today. Which two of them already 60. He still keep doing this, even Mommy says he is way too cheesy sometimes. But I think this is very lovely, and this is how they managed to keep good relationship. Because my father did not lazy on putting effort into this family. Despite he is a typical ego man, and sometimes they had big arguments. He rarely tell us he loves us. But we all know that, because actions speak louder than words. I am having the best parents on earth. Proud to be their child. I am so glad that I born in this family. I am always carefree. They will always give their best support to me and understand me. Ups and downs. But I am definitely feeling loved.

They are my faith

I accepted a challenge, and fought for fifteen months. Finally comes to an end. I rarely regretted on what I have chosen, even it did not has a good ending. I have grown and learned a lot. I believe no one wants a bad ending. Things just happened. Everyone deserve a chance. But it is hard to let people learn about appreciating. Talk is cheap, hence we need deeds. I have faith, about things will eventually get better. I know what I deserve. No one is perfect. But at least you have to be happy on what you have. Things which worth you holding on, even sometimes make you tears but you know the joy will eventually smooth the tears.

Bobo Low

Hello, It's Christmas today. I stuck at home for this holiday. Lazy to organize any outing, and don't feel like being sardine in the crowd. Perhaps too old for celebration already. But I think it is nothing wrong for not going celebrate festival. Everyone got their own way how they pass their day (:

Back to the topic. Actually I don't really feel like posting such sad post after a jolly birthday post in a jolly day. But this is the only thing which I feel like updating. It is about my pet, and she is also my family member. Bobo, Low. She was passed away two weeks ago. Cried for 2days, and it is enough. But every time anything that reminded me about she is away, I will still feel upset.

 taken months ago, when I was back to home but she's still sleeping. so adorable.

She was with us for 13years. She always being good and adorable. Just when she was young, she still very naughty. Always tried to run out from house, and we have to chase and catch her back. Probably that was the best entertainment for her already. She helped us to catch thief, catch lizard (big ones, not those small ones.), and bring us a lot of joy. I feel sorry that she stayed at this home sometimes. She is a Spaniel Cocker. Spaniel Cocker could be very beautiful with long hair but due to we didn't really learn how to take care of her. She got some skin disease and have to be in short hair. We are not those family having so many care and love for a pet. We did not give her the best thing although we tried our best to giving her what we could give to her.

She is old, convert her age to a human age. She is already 91years old. She has been suffering in some illness in past weeks before the day comes. We actually could choose to help her do more check up, but we think that is a suffer for her so we choose to put her to sleep. It is not easy for us too. I hope she is doing good up there now. I really hope that.

Thank you for being with us. We love you.